Morning joint
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audreyandmarilyn: Marilyn Monroe photographed by George Barris,...
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Always Strive And Prosper
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don’t know how everything in my life has lead me to where I am now. But somehow it has and no matter how hard I try and try and try to be happy, something always has to be off. I’m so depressed all the time and smoking so much weed everyday is making it worse. I feel like the people in my life who love me aren’t really there for me. I feel like I’m surrounded by so much bullshit and I don’t even know who it’s coming from anymore. Probably everyone… I feel like people are out to get me. I feel like people are using me. And as much as I try to stop those feelings from going into my head, every morning when I wake up they’re right there. I feel like I’m not good enough, but for who? I know damn well that I don’t have to please anybody in this life but myself. So why do I keep trying when I don’t feel like anyone is trying for me? I want to wake up every morning happy and with a smile on, my face, knowing I’m loved, knowing whatever I’m gonna do that morning is gonna be fun and new and not a day filled with arguing about bullshit and bullshit people. I don’t want to live life to anybody else’s expectations or needs. I don’t want to live life crying every single day. I don’t want to feel like this anymore but I don’t know how to stop. I can’t change the people around me, and I’m not gonna try. I don’t know how to stop caring as much as I do but it has to happen because I can’t keep living like this. I can’t. I’m going crazy. And all I want is some fucking peace. I don’t want to argue. I don’t want to cry. I don’t.
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barbiesandjunk: ♔
you're beautiful , inside and out!!
Thank you =]
Bout to go get my nails done Chanel onlyyyyy
Bout to go get my nails done Chanel onlyyyyy